Remember those times as a child when you would spin around in circles with your friends a million times? You always had the brilliant idea afterward to run as fast as you could?! 9 times out of 10 you would run smack dab into your dizzy friends or fall flat on your face... This is the best analogy I can use to describe how I currently feel about my life. I have had a blast spinning around with my friends for quite awhile now! Yet, I'm desperately desiring to run forward in a straight and affective line. No matter how hard I try, I can't see clearly which way is right, and the chances of me falling on my face trying to get there are really really good! But, I will press on until the dizziness subsides - it can't last forever... right? And it's quite exhilarating not knowing exactly where this path is leading me!!
